April 5, 2016
I wandered around in the old Woodstock Library. It was fall 1983. I found an old paperback named The Pillow Book. The writer was Sei Shonagōn, a woman of the court of Japan about 1000 AD. Ivan Morris had translated…
March 28, 2016
At Northern Illinois University, in Founders Memorial Library, on the top floor, on the north side, I sifted through Ceremonies. Then I sat, gazing out the floor-to-ceiling windows into the night. Later, I walked down to the Private Collections Room. …
March 26, 2016
Driving back from Rockford Library, skimming around the curves on Marengo Road, I thought about Ceremonies. It was late summer, 1974. A fair amount of material had piled up. I kept the pieces in the order I wrote them. There…
March 22, 2016
On break, I curled up on a pile of boxes and read from my Mentor Book of Major American Poets. That winter I was working in a plastics factory. I also pondered the kinds of entries I was writing for…
March 18, 2016
Some months later, I sat on the bridge over the Kishwaukee River again. It was the end of summer. Cicadas buzzed. The sky was a bit overcast. I had been creating pieces for Ceremonies at random. A sentence, a paragraph,…
March 17, 2016
I wondered how to write about sexuality. It was a few weeks later. I was lying on the bed in my room. Summer light filtered through the window. I had read Henry Miller and D.H. Lawrence, both wonderful writers. But…
March 13, 2016
Writing about Ross gave me incredible joy. I crouched on the bridge, bent over, cross-legged. A breeze tumbled against my back. Bluegills fluttered in the water beneath me, then soared away. I could smell the prairie sage on the bank….
March 12, 2016
In June, 1973, after I left school, I found myself sitting on a bridge built of railroad ties over the Kishwaukee River. My feet dangled over the side. Below me rushed green and black water. Above me hung a blue…

